That night she began to get everything ready for
the big day. She took out her best and most revealing nightgown and for the
first time in months, she took the pills again. Icais wasn’t happy with this,
of course, but he refrained from getting too upset, while hoping it wouldn’t
happen again. Once he arrived he opened his mouth… “I…”
-“I know it was wrong but I wanted
to see you”, she interrupted.
He laughed, knowing that was going
to be her explanation and said “I know. I was only going to say I missed you
and I love you”
She blushed once she noticed how
rushed she’d been to give the explanation. They embraced and with a light kiss
were immediately transported into the heavens once again.
-“Are you excited about your book?”
asked Icais.
-“I’m more excited about tonight…”
said Solange subtly.
-“Really and why is that? What is to
occur tonight that has you so energized?”
The moment she got close to him, he knew what
was going to happen and grasped the idea in her head quicker than ever. He
tried to shun out of what was to come but she was too cunning. As a woman she
had her needs and was going to satisfy her craving for love and passion.
-“We’re in a dream Icais, how is it
that you can kiss me but you can’t make love to me in a dream? You can caress
me and not touch me as a woman? Do you not want me?”
This
last question hammered at him endlessly. He wanted and desired her, but the
rules were clear, Icais shouldn’t even be in love with her let alone MAKE love
to her. It is forbidden.
Before
he could reply she was already upon his lap welcoming every pleasure that was
to come. She kissed him and he was reduced to nothing but an ardor of love. He
was to be her servant and give her what she so evidently desired. Something
inside him was growing and the changes in his body were noticeable as well. The
heat arising from her body was intense and the response that he was
experimenting was unfamiliar yet absolute. There was nowhere else he would
rather be than enclosed in Solanges arms. In that moment he loved her and
belonged to her and at the same time he was her owner…
The moment that thought crossed his mind, he
felt shame. He knew there was no other owner of the soul than the one that gave
life, and only an instant before he was to enter her and become one with her
essence, he vanished.
She awoke, stunned,
confused and simply stupefied! The heat and humidity that her body had
developed had been ignored and she was left with a craving that was
unsatisfied. She began to cry and found herself not angry at the angel but
embarrassed for what she had done. She realized her mistake and knew it was
only a matter of time before she would find the consequences to her actions
insufferable.
Love always,
Your Lonely Angel
