An Angel Torn...(continued)

     With only minutes left, the angel had a decision to make. To his advantage, time ran faster in heaven. While he looked down on, earth he began to plan a way to escape and rescue her. Pacing back and forward, his heart was beating harder with every thought that passed his mind. If he could only make a quick getaway without being noticed. If only he could get there in time to saver her. The minutes passed in heaven while the seconds passed on earth...

     Bleeding from her wrists, she began to feel relief of pain, and in her mind she could almost see her angel, not knowing her true fate. She hummed to herself a song that the angel had once sang to her in her dream:



     "Hush now my sweet, close your eyes and dream.

Hush now my darling, hear my voice

and know that in heaven you'll be"

     With this song she began to remember her encounters with her beloved angel. The moment in which he appeared to her for the first time- A tall, well-structured man of tanned skin and bright blue eyes. His long wavy hair running down his neck brushing his naked shoulders. He owned a beauty beyond description; one that men would envy and that all women would desire. The moment she had layed eyes on him, she loved him. He, not knowing the heart of the woman yet, came to her and embraced her, letting her know that he was there for her, that all of her fears could rest assured that they would disappear with every encounter she would have with her angel. She remembered the feeling of his strong arms around her as he left in her heart a sense of security. The images of what he looked like in the distance crossed her mind with every drop that fell to the floor.

     Meanwhile up in heaven, the angel, trying to get past the gaurds of the gate, only hoped to be there in time. He too began to remember- the time when he was assigned to the woman. When his orders were given to him, he remembered, he smiled and felt honored by the position and the responsability that had been layed upon him. The rules were simple, or so he thought:

1. Never lay your eyes off of the soul assigned to you.
2. Never tell her your name, if he/she wants to give you one, then fine.
3. Never posses the body of the person assigned to you.
4. Never reveal yourself physically to the person in public.
5. Never have any physical contact with the person outside of their mind.
6. and NEVER fall in love with the person assigned to you.

     The night came and it was time for him to pay his first visit. He had no clue what so ever, that in the moment that he would lay eyes on his subject, he would find a reason to break every single one of those rules, except for the first rule, considering it was the one thing he would never be able to do. Laying his eyes upon her for the first time, he could not help but feel overwhelmed with something he didnt understand- human feelings. Her esmerald eyes enchanted him, he couldn't resist the pull that her soul had upon him. In that moment he realized, that he was her servant.

     Reality struck him when he began to hear her heart beat slower from afar. He had to get there in time. Taking advantage that the gates were being opened to let in new souls, he made an escape. He took a cloak to hide his wings, he didnt want to stand out within the human souls. with every second he fell down faster and faster, praying to get there in time!
     With her heartbeat slowing down she begins to smile, the song had already finished and she was sure she'd go to heaven to finally be with her angel. THUMP thump..................................... THUMP..thump................................. THUMP.....thump.....
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Love always,
    Your Lonely Angel

An Angel Torn...

     An angel torn between two worlds. Trying to decide wether to stay in heaven or experiment Love on earth. You see, this angel was gaurding a human soul.... a soul it considered beautiful... unique yet somewhat lost. It felt compassion and the need to help... but it was never satisfied with doing it from afar... Every night it would escape the gates of heaven and visit in a dream. In these dreams they would interact and get to know eachother. 
     The woman, with the hope of seeing her angel, was beginning to sleep more often. But eventually this became a problem. Why? you ask... she wasnt just a woman, she was a mother and wife. She was a wrtier, one that constantly inspired her readers to live foward...with the frequent visits from the angel, her books and articles became more and more bizzare.  Her readers never understood why she constantly mentioned how dreaming was a way to live... how sleeping was the solution for their problems. Her husband, feeling unattended began to drink, and her child, a small boy of 5 never understood why his mother never had time to play anymore. 
     One night, the angel didnt come to visit. She thought she hadn't fallen asleep deep enough, so she decided to get some sleeping pills, not thinking of the consecuences. What she didnt know was that her angel had been caught in its last attempt to go visit her. Apparently the news got out that his visits were causing a bit of chaos in the womans life. He had been prohibited to go down to earth. If he dared disobey, his sentence was the removal of his wings and mortality. In other words death....
     While he kept trying to find a way around it, the nights passed. The woman fell into a deep depression, asking herself if she had done something wrong; if she had made her angel unhappy. To remedy this she doubled her dosage on the pills, hoping that her angel would come and that maybe she could redeem whatever it was that she had done. Abandoning herself, her job and her family into her endless dreaming. 
     Days became weeks, weeks became months, months became years.  The woman ended alone and unemployed. Never being able to move on and forget her angel. Her dreams had become nightmares...she started to see the night in which her husband drank himself to death, the moment in which her son left her home because he couldn't stand her anymore but above all, she was alone, and her loneliness only provoked a deep sharp pain in her dreams that she only wished to get rid of. Attempting suicide more than once, twice or three times... in her last attempt her angel had a decision to make..... 
     An angel torn between two worlds, trying to decide whether to stay in heaven and obey or go to earth and save the woman it loves to then experiment love as well....

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Love Always,
    Your Lonely Angel

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